Random thoughts

its funny when you see people that you hadn't seen since grad. it's funny because if you hadn't seen them since grad generally you had no desire to see them ever again. good ol' fox and hounds on a monday night.

"hey!!! hows it going?"

"good"

"so what are you doing?"

"school, and finals gettign ready to work for the summer in kanaskis blah blah blah."

"i just go hit up by my pimp ho boyfriend and moving in with him etc.."

"cool, that must be exciting"

"yeah and kinda scary. because he's been convicted of murdering 5 people including his grandmother"

"yeah i bet"

and the small tlaks goes on, and on and on.

doe sit ever end? do people actually like small tlak like this? do they like tlaking about nothing? why even acknowledge eachother's existence? why must i stop and tlak to people and that is friendly where as being honest and true to myself would have come off like an asshole.

the fact is i don't like tlaking about myself, nor do i like tlaking to someone about their life, or their jobs or what they did on the weekend or where they are moving.

it's fucking pointless. when you hear two people go at for more than 5 minutes with this pointless chit chat conversation you just want to stab one of them in the chest, not because you are a psycho, but because you needed a conversation or event that had slightly more meaning. which is where the knife to the chest comes in. and i mean whats more emaningful than someone gasping for life?

really... boring conversation with your aunt? nuclear explosion! bam! now you are talking. that'd be a great way to start a movie. thats what made sin city so awesome two people seducing eachother with boring film noir dialogue and bam silenced shot to the chest. (i actually love film noir dialogue but i'm going for emphasis rather than personal opinion)

to be honest talking about observed truths or opinions is what actually makes a conversation interesting... tlaking about myself or what someone else is doing with their lives is really a waste of time, i could care less if someone won the lottery unless it affected me in some way.


so i poll my readers
what do you do? do you come off like an asshole and take off abruptly or do you try to come off like a nice guy and drone on in the misery of these play by play conversations?

"do you realize that interest rates are the lowest they have ever been?"

me "yes"

"well the banks have loaned out all this money to people who can just barely afford to make their monthly payments on their houses, and do you know what the bank is gonna do?"

me "no idea"

"they are gonna jack up the interest rates to screw all these people who otherwise couldn't afford these homes which are much too expensive for them, and thats where we will come in."

me "uhhh really?"


heh funny stuff

summ up my day

school sucks

i hate people

4:20 licks elephant testicles

i'm the king of an overly fake laugh and smile

and i feel dirty when i lie