Bored as Hell, with Nothing to Write About.

Have you ever been in a situation where you:

Thought to yourself "i'm definitely not racist cause i just treated that guy the same as everybody else" but by merely thinking that you have clearly acknowledged that you see the person as being different than yourself?

Pushed something until it broke, not out of spite but curiousity?

Realize that you are actually alive, and it's the most surreal and amazing realization, and as soon as your come to this realization, you ruin it by the continuation of your habitual existence?

Watched an eight yearold play with toys, and wish for just a moment, that something as simple as plastic could once again amuse you for hours?

Wished you could stop pretending to hate life, but realize that pretending is the only thing that makes you happy?

Laugh after you say something that you didn't believe, but say it anyhow because you like the shock value.

Feel cheated because you know so little about everyone around you?

Feel cheated because there are bilions of people just like you?

Realized you're not special and Big Bird lied to you.